The easter holidays have nearly enough been and gone. It was amazing to have the break, as i was dealing with a lot of stress and i lost who i was. Having the break for me was my chance to revitalize and find myself once again. Talking to one of my closest friends who i have known since primary school, i discovered that she was interested in Christianity. It was always a feeling of interest that i had but i was always afraid of being judged; however i felt comfortable enough to talk to my friend about it. The next day we both went to a little church in Narborough - The church of England. I felt accepted, i felt like i belonged and i didn't feel judged. I have been twice to that little church and one closer to my home in Stoney Stanton. Going to church was the best thing i have discovered about myself...so far! This is who i am and i am proud to say that i am a Christian. I was baptized when i was a child but i would like to be baptized again to renew myself. As a child, you dont get choices, you get told. I wasn't told to be baptized, but i was a baby therefore i didn't know what was going on, nor did i choose to become a Christian because it was who i was. This time is different; this time i get a say!
My love for God gives me strength, gives me hope and gives me life. I am no longer afraid to admit it, because it is who i am. I am proud and will continue with the life i am living.
Thankyou Lord for showing me the light.
Amen.
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