The Good Souls Go First.

Tonight, a lot has effected me. First of all, a funeral went on today. A young lad died that was a friend of the family. He was only 20. It's so heart breaking to think that he had only just started his life. Why is it the good people that go first? It's not fair.

Surely God has a plan worked out, but what it is i don't understand. I can't begin to understand why the good souls go first?

Anyways, me and him, weren't really associated with each other, but in respect and honesty, I want to say Rest In Peace and i hope you really are looked after up there!

So, your the one.

I know, i know, im only young but your the one.
Your my best friend,
my soul mate.
I love you.

Change Your Lifestyle If You Want To See Changes Within Yourself.

It's been ages since i last expressed myself on paper. I have missed you bloggers! 
Anywho,

From today on-wards im changing my life. I have certain goals that i wish to adapt myself into achieving. These include;
-No pepsi or coca cola (i have a slight addiction, i now wish to replace this with water)
-Eat/snack on healthy foods such as fruit, veg, beans and seeds.
-Moisture body daily (it's about looking after your body on the outside as well as in)
-Exercise daily (15mins min)
-Try out new activities (find new hobbies as well as keeping me off the laptop!)
- Yoga & meditation-For a healthy mind and body.
-Never give up on my dream job (keep going!)
-Use cruelty free products (be strict!)
-Keep on top of bills, and save your money!
-Take vitamin pills to support the inside of my body
-Read-Feed your mind
-No takeaways (only once in a blue moon)
-Try eating vegetarian meals as they are healthier than a 'meat eaters diet'
-Find and connect with religion
-Herbal Teas-Need i say more?
-Enjoy life, be happy and be there for others!

My location
Kettering Road, Moulton, Northampton, Northamptonshire, England, United Kingdom
http://maps.google.com/maps?q=52.307015,-0.825568

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Love

Love is the only evidence of my existance

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FOUND YOU!

I know what destined to do now. I am currently studying Animal Management at college, but i have been exploring different jobs that i could possibly go in to, and you know what?...it never lasts long before i change my mind. I generally do have a love for animals, but it's not something i wish to fulfill. I want to do something that i can't stop doing, that i'm addicted too. Something i could do for ever, and never stop. Something that gives me a drive and a meaning. I want to be a writer. I am forever writing poems, updating my blogs etc. It's something that i do instead of my assignments (which isn't good!). I could write forever. I was born a writer, it's in my blood and it's something i do wish to fulfill. I have no idea what the future may hold..but i know it's not with animals. 

Amen!

The easter holidays have nearly enough been and gone. It was amazing to have the break, as i was dealing with a lot of stress and i lost who i was. Having the break for me was my chance to revitalize and find myself once again. Talking to one of my closest friends who i have known since primary school, i discovered that she was interested in Christianity. It was always a feeling of interest that i had but i was always afraid of being judged; however i felt comfortable enough to talk to my friend about it. The next day we both went to a little church in Narborough - The church of England. I felt accepted, i felt like i belonged and i didn't feel judged. I have been twice to that little church and one closer to my home in Stoney Stanton. Going to church was the best thing i have discovered about myself...so far! This is who i am and i am proud to say that i am a Christian. I was baptized when i was a child but i would like to be baptized again to renew myself. As a child, you dont get choices, you get told. I wasn't told to be baptized, but i was a baby therefore i didn't know what was going on, nor did i choose to become a Christian because it was who i was. This time is different; this time i get a say!
My love for God gives me strength, gives me hope and gives me life.  I am no longer afraid to admit it, because it is who i am. I am proud and will continue with the life i am living.

Thankyou Lord for showing me the light.

Amen.